Sort of a diary this time.

Ever wonder why you held on to something destructive for so long? When the only benefits to anything were superficial. Alcohol, for example. Temporary fun in a hazy world that isn’t exactly honest. Everything is more beautiful, people are kinder. Thats the way with some friendships as well. And you worry, am I a bad person? Because you can’t shake the feeling that they aren’t enough. When people let you down, don’t let it go. Because sorry isn’t an apology anymore, it is a way to wipe away mistakes without remembering not to do it again. Some people just aren’t right, and when you spend your life working to change attitudes those you love and trust need to share the same views as you. Some people are too innocent, or too afraid. And that’s okay, but not for me.

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