I didn’t think I had any,
until Joanna would change the loo roll
and leave the small cardboard inside,
on the floor, just below.
The annoying little cylinder
would roll as I kicked it, sometimes
I missed it. Would refuse to pick it up
out of spite.
And today when I realised
that you had put the big knives
in the little cutlery draw-
I was so angry that I almost,
was very close to,
not putting them back.