I’m im pain.
And it never ends, so
constant it’s almost a friend.
Numb, but all encompassing.
And I know i’m acting stupid
wishing for idiot angels, and cupid,
hoping for a maybe that I know will
never come. But it’s the knowing
that strengthens the need for it for
a deathly aching wish of a no and
it’s not your fault it isn’t
your load to bear. It’s not fair.
I’m so sorry.
So, unbelievably,
uncontrollably,
sorry.

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